Child of light

Through the shining, mists, of time
Floating, on clouds, of light,
I met a beautiful girl,
With hair, long, soft and flowing,
The golden, strands, of moonbeams,
Spreading, out, like, rays, around, her.
Arms embracing, our fingers meet.
En-twineing.
Merging, love, eternal pineing,
Gazing on her graceful face,
Blazing eyes, reflecting, me.
Her smile glowing, radiant light,
Warming, my heartfelt plight.
Tears of yester years flow still.
Emotions pouring, forth.
Anguish at the lost, earthly years,
Our separations, crying tears,
Sparkling, crystal waters, crying.
Painful memories, dying. ~ Seaopal

I am

I am, the wind, from the east,

 Swirling about you, the cool draft,

Rushing through your hair,

 The droplets of myst, caressing your cheeks, your eyes, your lips,

The vortex of feeling and emotion, flowing through your body,

 I am the sensation, the dizzying breath,

 That touches your senses, causing a shiver down your spine,

As the chill prickles your skin,

 The icy blast, whistling a soul full tune, of peace and love,

  The balm that heals your soul.

Goose bumps start to tingle, as my spirit takes its form,

 Shimmering, starlight dust, a bright, alluring storm,

Like a phoenix, rising, from the ashes, a gust of air, rushing to the skies,

Clouds sending highlights, glisten in my eyes.

My spirit, floating freely, times standing, still,

A bubble of emotions, drifting, a  fleeting, sigh,

I am the energy of love,

Pulsating beams of light,

Every beat of my heart,

Pounding through my veins,

Vibrating, strands of power,

 as waves, ripple through the night.

I am, the inspiration,

One, with all creation,

No longer, living , separation,

Awakening,  activation. ~Seaopal 2011

Empty Sea

An empty ocean, expanse,

Swirling void, of waters,

 Churning, emotions, abound,

Going around and round,

 Like a vortex, of feeling,

 Sinking, drowned.

Spinning through time,

 Memories divine,

 Softening, heartaches pain,

As hurtful, visions drain.

A hollow cavern, within,

The deepest darkest cave,

Hidden, from your eyes,

 The deepest, darkest pain,

 Tears fall softly, silently,

Filling the oceans, plain,

 Overflowing waters, tame.

Healing, lovers, flame.    ~  Seaopal

Did I jump dimentions?

I had been noticing subtle differences, in my life,  myself and family, I sometimes feel, slightly disorientated, and have been, noticing changes, in my area, i.e., signs, and bus stop changes, when I never have seen them being renewed, also slight changes, in my husband, i.e., one day come down, and he was sitting in the kitchen, doing accounts, and wearing reading glasses, o.o he is has never, ever in 18 years of marriage ever attempted to do, accounts, as he hates maths, and has to still use his fingers to count, also doesn’t like to were glasses, another time, I found him, reading a book, and again surprised me, as he is severely dyslexic, and a very slow, reader, so doesn’t, read, when I asked him, about it he told me he has always read, and done accounts, :? giggles, I feel I am maybe, jumping, dimensions, my own personal ones, a friend once, told me he jumps, all the time, and best way for him, is using mirrors.

It was Christmas eve, and  I was at a friend’s house, and a strange thing happened, I was in a room, with two mirrors, and found myself standing in between them, in the hallway and a doorway in between the two rooms, noticing, that I could see 8 of me in one mirror, so was looking down the tunnel of mirrors, to my 8th me reflected in them, when I waved, at me, and smiled, I cant recollect the others me reflections, waved, back, and at the same time, the dog, who was asleep, on the floor, lifted up her head and growled, at me, as that happened,  I felt dizzy, and felt vibrations, in my body, and felt like my body had shifted. Even though I wasn’t moving. Then, when I felt less dizzy a split second, after, the dog repeated her actions, lifted her head, and growled at, me, then, saw it was me, and settled again. on the way home, I noticed, differences in the scenery, on the way out, the roads, had seemed cleaner, fresher lines, painted , newer looking signs, but on the way back home, the roads, signs, building s all looked dirty, old, and worn, looking,  faded, felt like I had gone, back, to a previous dimension,  where I was more grounded. so whether this was all my imagination, or whether I really did, cause, myself to jump into another dimension of mine, I’m not sure, still keeping my, eye, on, my surroundings to see if there’s any subtle changes,. Smiles.

 Just wondered, what had actually, happened, to me, my sons, been theorising, that it was a time loop, ( he has been theorising, on time travel, teleportation, dimensions, act since, he was, six,) where I have been wondering, if, I actually, had merged, back, with 8 of my selves, (don’t know how but I’ve always known, I was 9d, nine of me), and then, taken, myself back in time, a split second, that’s why , the dog , seemed to repeat her actions, the same as the first time. But Jake, my son, thinks, that if we merged, back, into ourselves all at once, that would create, a paradox, and I would implode, well then, I said, well that’s why I would have taken, myself, back, a few seconds, in time, so that would not happen. But I would, still have merged, or jumped, but I am feeling, like I have actually, merged, my other, dimensional selves, back into me. Just theorising, smiles, wondered if anyone else had any thoughts on this, at the time, I felt, my body shifting, and vibrating. As well as disorientated and dizzy, though I was standing still. Smiles. ~Seaopal

Adventures within

I’m always being told, to look within, never really knew what that meant.

But as I have been progressing, spiritually, I found I was able to go within, other people s energies, with permission of course. I would love floating, in their energy, and see, images, and colours, relating, to their, memories, thoughts and feelings. As I travelled, I would see the colours, of their chakras, and cleanse, if needed. 

I have seen, Universes, and strange  Galaxys, kingdoms, with castles. Space ships. and planets.  Even, gods and goddesses. I came face to face with Thoth, once, he didn’t look to pleased, with me, as I had got lost within, a friend, and swam to deep into his energy. Finding,  Thoth working, with his soul.

I have now realised, that the gods, goddesses, angels, can move their, energies, about, from person, to person, and have experienced, my own, twinflames, energy, in different, people. Only for a short, time, while they help with the needed, lesson, of course, most, energies, will work, within, a soul with permission, and agreement, with that soul. Even if the said soul, person, doesn’t realise it. Then when the work, mission, is completed, the energy moves on, and that person, only has a vague memory of the meeting, mission, or friendship.  

Having learnt, this through experience, I was really surprised, one evening, when my own, husband, on a Saturday, night, after consumning, severel lagers. came and grinned in my face, trying to get my attention, and looking me in the eyes. Unused, to his behaviour, I wasn’t sure what to make of him. Then, even more to my surprise, as he was staring into my eyes, he told me, that he could see rooms, within me, empty rooms, and that within the empty rooms, were boxes, with puzzles inside. Puzzles of me.

Hmm, this was deep for him, wasn’t like him, at all, and I saw, in the light in his eyes, felt, my twinflames, energy, ekk, noo, smiles, not my own, husband surely, being my twinflame. Well that energy, only lasted for the evening. Sigh of relief.  He was back to his normal, self the next, day. And hasn’t spoken, of anything like that since. 

  A few weeks, later, I was talking to a friend, and they too, started to tell me, “to look within”, and complete, my puzzle.  So finally, getting the message, two days, ago, I meditated and concentrated, on  going within, me.

A few months, ago, I had attempted to go within, but all I had found, was a deep sea, a beautiful, blue/green. And nothing else, so had then, forgotten, it, as I didn’t think, I had anything, within, to find.

So this attempt, I dived, into my sea, within, seeing the beautiful blue/greens, the yellow lights, filtering, through, like sunlight, shining, through the water.

As I swum, deeper, down, it was getting darker, murkier, so using, my own, light, I lit a finger, and used, like a torch, to light, my path.

I came across, ruins, Atlantis, I thought. As I swam, amongst the ruins, memories flooding, back. I came across a step pyramid, like those in central america. Finding, the entrance, I swam, into the darkness, of the pyramid, finding, an empty room,  in the middle of the room, was a plinth, with a box, so curiously, opening, the box, I found inside, a puzzle, holes and crystal wands, laying next to the holes,   so I placed, all the wands, into the holes, and as I completed the puzzle, making  the shape, of the kabala, tree of life,  it was activated, the room, lit up, and a beam, of light, shot up, and out the top of the pyramid.

I swam out, of the pyramid, and into the darkness, of myself, shining my finger torch, and found, a solid wall, covered in hieroglyphs , feeling about the wall, looking for the symbols to open, a secret door, I saw, the kabala, tree of life, with indentations, so inserted three fingers into the lower triangle,   and a doorway, slid open.  So I swam, through into another darkened room. Again, in the middle of the room, was a plinth with a box on it, and in the box, the same uncompleted puzzle, so inserting, the crystals wands into the holes, I completed the kabala, tree of life, symbol, again, activating, it. And  filling the room, with bright white light, and a beam, shooting, up from the box.

I continued, my journey, and swam, further into myself, through the darkness, and came across, a hill like a  Tor, Avalon I thought.     I found the entrance to the cave under the tor, again, a dark room, with a box, so fixing the puzzle, crystals, in place, the same thing, happened, activating, a white light beam.  I swam out, and finished, my meditation, amazed at myself, for what I had experienced, but pleased.  The experience, was like something, out of a movie, was in full colour to, smiles. Indiana jones eat your heart out, lol. 

Well today, I thought id best try again, to see if I have more rooms, to access, within, myself, so relaxing, I went into my meditation. My first room, was a treasure room, at the bottom, of the sea, was a pile of treasure, gold and gems, on top of which, was a body, bound and in a sack, the brittle bones, and skull, were, I felt my own. Shivering, with a memory, of being thrown, into the sea, bound with lead weights tied around, me.

Moving the body out of the way, carefully, it floated, to the sand. As I rummaged through the treasure,  I  found, an amethyst crystal skull. Picking it up I looked into its empty eye sockets, which lit up, and a beam, of light, shot, out, and touched my third eye, feeling, physically, my third eye, area, numb and tingling. I replaced, the skull, and swam, on.

This time, was seeing a difference, a  red haze, as I was travelling through my own, chakras, I could see my spine, like a blue xray, and as I went deeper into my root, I could see a dark, line, like a chasm opening up, so I swam, into the dark chasm, turning, my finger torch on, wondering, where I was going and what I would see, deep in the chasm, I swam, into, a corridor, and had the image of Horus, looking into my eyes, like a sepia, hologram. Passing, Horus, and wondering, if he was working, within me, I  then, saw a blue baboon, sitting, in on a shelf, in the corridor wall, thinking to myself as I passed him, hmm, wonder if that’s a representation, of Thoth, and thinking I will google, blue baboons later.  As I swam, down the corridor, it  looked more and more, like a medieval abbey, with high ceilings, and ornate carvings, at the distant end of the abbey’s corridor, I could see stained glass windows, I came to a halt at the stained glass windows, and there was, a tomb, removing the lid, inside, was a templer knight, in armour still, though his head a skull, and hands brittle bones, he had a silver ring, on his index, finger, with a dragon image on. I removed, the ring, carefully, and a tunnel opened, up, under the tomb.  I swam, down, into the dark, tunnel, lighting my way , and came into a room, in the room, was an open tomb,  inside, was Mary,  on a plinth, nearby, was the chalice, glowing,  nearby, a stream, of trickling water, so I took the chalice, and filled it with water, and drank. Immediately, the figure of Mary, got up out of the tomb. So surprised, I came out of my meditation, smiles.

Well to many films, you may say, smiles, or a very vivid imagination. Or maybe truly my memories, ancestral memories,   of past times.  Either way, makes a good story, and adventure. 

My 6^th room, again was very different, and hard to explain, the sea, had more light shining within, it, the rays of white light filtering, through.  So I dived down, deeper. But as I was going deeper, it was getting, misty, like cotton wool clouds, hazy muaves, and blues, and colder , I even sneezed, physically.  I was getting so cold,then I saw an eagles eye looking at me, I thought Zeus,  I swam, down, and entered a blue white tunnel, like a tube tunnel, it had a strip of light on the ceiling of the round tunnel, was so long, I started to feel claustrophobic, and could’ nt see the end of it, but just as I was thinking of coming out of the meditation, I saw, a dark circle, as I came to the end of the tunnel, and entered into a dark, room, trying to adjust my eyes, after the, light of the tunnel.  I lit my finger, torch and shone it around, gradually, seeing, purple shapes, in the darkness, as the room, got lighter, I saw vague misty, shapes, of thrones, with people sitting on them, the room, was a misty, mauve, white and blue, felt like I was in cold water. Icy, no one was moving, so I floated past the throne,s , think, was about 6 in a row. Then, turned down, a white corridor, and saw a large white, bed, was then, that I could feel something moving, in my sacral, chakra belly, area, and realised I was in that area, of my bodys energy.  Then to my horror, I saw a um, naked, woman, on the bed and entered her, through her… um,… root chakra, o.o  swimming, into her womb were I rested, feeling safe and serene. Was a wonderful feeling, felt pure love.  I floated there for a time, and felt like I was growing,  I looked at myself, and saw, I was a foetus.   But I felt was time to leave, and squeezed out of the woman, felt like I was choking.    Realising, that I had just rebirthed myself. Not sure who the woman, was, after I had left her I had no feelings of love, for her  and felt detached.    And then I came out of my meditation. ~ Seaopal 2012

Isis and the attack of the snakes

Isis, had just completed, the last earth sacred geometric, tree of life crystal grid, for activating, and helping Gaia’s, ascension. Spread over three fields, the huge, grid was now ready.

Her host, was elated, easy she thought, All she had to do, was, keep it charged, until the day of activation. Diligently, every day, she would walk the grid, filling it with her energy, and love, sending, the energy, into the grid, into the earth, and atmosphere, connecting with the earths, electromagnetic field, and atmospheric, grids, so raising, the vibration and light quotient.

Daily, trudging through wind, rain, and mud, as the winter months, got wilder and dragged on, though, always a happy smile. Singing and whistling, while she worked. Glad to help in any way she could.

20/12/2012

For several days, I had been suffering, with a full feeling in my chakras, felt like they were filling up with rocks, like they were going to burst, so I went and found a work colleague, sage/shaman to ask for help with clearing, looking into my energy, he saw pebbles, filling up my chakras, and suggested I open, my chakras, like clams, and empty, them, so I did, that , and that seemed to work but they kept filling up again, puzzled as to what was causing, this problem, I finally, decided I was, and the rocks, and pebbles, represented, material things, so mentally, I let go of, them, and the problem, stopped. But I was still feeling full, in my root chakra, so my friend offered, to help. He entered my energy, and rummaged, around, in my lower chakra body area, and told me he found all sort of junk, and cleared it for me. Feeling better I thanked, him, and then, went for a bath. But to my horror, as I stripped for my bath, I felt sticky, wet, blood, on my tummy, touching my belly, there was a small hole, above my leg, and blood, perplexed as to how I got this injury, and id not even felt, it, I had my salt water bath and cleansed, then, the wound seemed to heal, so I forgot about it, but later that evening, I felt an energy, within, me, my back was hurting, and I was feeling full again, in my root chakra, was also feeling movements, like I had a baby, in me. Horrified, I got back online, and found another good, friend, who told me it was a maybe a kundilini serpent. And was cleansing my chakras, never having looked kundilini, up , and not knowing anything about it, he talked me through the process, helped me to push the serpent up through my chakras, and out, through my crown chakra, giving it love and thankfulness, for helping me. I was confused, scared and hurt, though by the serpent, as, to me it felt, like I was in labour, and pushing a baby, out, up the wrong, way, through my head, and when it got to my throat, boy, did that hurt, made me choke, and wretch and left my throat, and airways, burning, and sore, but thinking this was helping me, I persevered, feeling better, that id got rid of the serpent but feeling guilty for not enjoying the experience, as I had read, that kundilini, was sexual and meant to be blissful. NOT in my case, so it seemed.

On going to bed, I felt my lower chakras, filling up again, the same movements inside, pains, in my back, boy, was it hurting, damn, not again, so again, I worked through my chakras, breathing deep and pushing the serpent, up through me, and letting go, in love, but, everytime I got rid of one, another, started up through me, after the 11th, serpent, I was exhausted, and aching, sore burning inside, from this cleansing, finally, it stopped, and I went to sleep.





21/12/2012

The next day, soon as I woke up it started again, I pushed through another 5, then; I got up, and did my chores, went in the fields, and did my meditations. Still feeling tired. But was a lovely sunny, day, and the sunlight, was healing, I sat absorbing the wonderful energies, into my bodies, watching the hazy colours,reds, oranges, yellows and golds, coming down, like spiritual fire, in waves, and sending love, in thankfulness.

But as I was walking home, again, I felt my chakras, were filling up, with serpents, and I had to stop, and pass, another, 3, making me feel so dizzy, and tired. And they seemed to be getting bigger, when I closed my eyes, I could see them, heads, like, Chinese dragons, and bodies, beautiful colours, I was loving them, more, and helping them, to pass through me, in love, but thinking, if they are cleansing, me, where is the negative energy coming from, and where is it going to, when it leaves, me. Feeling desperate, with pain, as I was, not having any respite now, as soon as a huge, one would, pass through me, another, would start, exhausted, I went online to find some friend s who, could help, me, and their love, healed, soothed and calmed me. so I was able to bare, the pain, of this labour, of serpents. Now thinking maybe it was Gaia’s negativity, I was, passing. though asking about it, no one else was going through this, and usually, earth symptoms, others would be experiencing, at the same, time. As the day went, on and the serpents didn’t stop, passing through, me, I was so exhausted, sore and weak. I had another, bath, and then did my meditations, and had an early night, though still every 10 minutes, had to pass a serpent, till finally, it stopped, nearly, in tears, I asked Arch Angel Michael, to help me, settling down, again, exhausted, I closed, my eyes, I could see now, the serpents, were energy snakes, long huge ones, I could see around me white glowing, lights, Angels. though I still could not feel anything, my heart hurt and was sore, my insides felt like they were on fire, burning. I then, saw a light coming down, upon, me, was like white, molten gold, with rainbow, lights, it descended, and flowed through me, like lava, soothing, me. As I drifted into a deep sleep.





22/12/2012

Slept well and heavy, a dreamless, sleep, for a change, as soon as I was awake, these serpents, were coming through me, again, I was getting so fed up 3 days now, surely this isn’t kundilini, I would not be in so much pain, if it was healing and cleansing, me, I felt my guides, had, left me, felt I had no help, felt lost alone, tired and angry, frustrated. I pushed another, 5 out, and I started to complain, to my guides, asking why, I was going through this, why could not I remember anything, why, how, what’s the point in all,of this, I slept for a short while, and woke up feeling better, but I then, realised that these snakes, weren’t, healing me, I remembered a meditation a friend had taught me, on removing, things from my chakras, so instead of pushing these, snakes, up through me, I opened, each chakra, in turn, visually, and put my hand, into my energy, grabbing hold of the snakes, and pulling them, out, as I did so I could feel them, sliding, through me, see them, twining around, my hand. Some were huge and long, I diligently, went through all of me, I was riddled, with them, even pulled one out of my ear, and as I was I could hear crackling noises, in my head. They were twined around my brain, to, making me fogged up, and not able to think, making me confused. After pulling out another 7, I breathed, spiritual fire, over them, cleansing them, transmuting their energy into light, letting them, go in forgiveness and love. I was still feeling, them, growing, again, within, me, I decided to use, the spiritual fire, I had been sent, earlier, and visualised, it descending on me, and then, flowing through me, like molten lava, burning away anything that wasn’t, light, and healthful. At the same time, words of power, out loud, asking the fire, to dissolve, transmute, anything, negative, low vibrational, and dark, within me, including implants, letting the lava, sooth and heal, my insides and filling, every bit of me. The snakes, stopped, and were gone.

At last, I thanked my guides and Arch Angel Michael and Source for their help, and apologised, for my moaning at them, earlier.

Then, as I was browsing, through, on the net, info, I come across, an article about replicators and etheric snakes, that others had been attacked, and that certain, organised, darker groups, had been using them as sabotages, against the incarnated, aspects, of the gods, goddesses, and angels work, understanding now, that the snakes, had been coming from an implant, that’s why had been a constant.

Going for another, walk, I was, feeling elated, and energetic, now being healed, and free of these serpents, I was singing, and getting my vibration up, glowing again, and as I walked, around the crystal grid, saying words of power, and reactivating, each crystal, in the grid, visualising, it powering up and reconnecting with the earths grid. I could see the blue purple lines, as the sacred geometric grid, activated. I stood for a while in reflection, thinking. Asking myself how this all had happened, and thankful I was only a day, late, in joining, the grids, for Gaia’s ascension activation. I remembered I had had an unexplained, wound, about the time, the snakes, had started, and then, realised that’s when the implant, had been, implanted into me. Again horrified, as to realising who had at that time, been in my energy, helping me, so I thought, but, in fact, he had implanted, this replicator, into me. Then, I remembered, that the yesterday, he had, also, been given a badge, and on the badge, was, a hawk, in a sun, a symbol of Isis and Horus. A reward, for services, from his mother ships, commander. The sabotage. Feeling saddened, as I realised, my friend, had been used, to sabotage Isis work, and me. I confronted my friend, told him what had happened, he knowing and distrusting an aspect of his higher self, could see what had happened, he knew he had the technology to make the replicator, and the know-how, from, films, he had, seen, and memories, though he himself was innocent of knowing what he had done. He even had the badge on his robes; he had also had a dream, about eating snakes, his consciousness, trying to tell him, what was happening. After discussing, what had happened, and forgiving each, other, for this game, I saw within his energy, a device, with his permission, I breathed, into him, the dragons fiery, breath, the white/gold, spiritual fire, cleansing him, inside and out, of all implants, and devices, impurities, and negativity’s, changing them, transmuting them, into love, and light, high vibrational energy.

 

  Epilogue

Revenge of Isis

23/12/202

I woke up from a great nights sleep, and feeling wonderful, so i went online to find my friend, to see how he was, he was in a weird mood, agitated, he told me he had been whipped through a blue wormhole, and then, downloaded with loads of symbols, and he needed me to to dysiphor them for him, so he sent me through his stargate to his ships consule, to view the symbols on his computor. I made out some symbols but looked like writing to me, in sanskript, but under that i saw it was like a rosetta stone, and there were three, verses of text. " a puzzle for you, " i said, " a past life experiance you need to work out the karma for. " he asked if i could translate, so i asked the computor, to translate and then the english translation came into view, he asked me to ask his computor to read the writing for me as i was having a hard time viewing, astrally. as the computor started to read to me, i was seeing the text unfolding like a movie, was surprised, to see blood , and bodies impaled on spikes, i had the name Vlad come into my head. Then i told him the story of Vlad Dracul and how he had been a warrior in the crusades, and his enermy's had sent a hoax message to his wife declaring him, dead, and how she had thrown herself off the tower, in grief. how when he had come back, and had found her, had turned against the church, and turned to darkness. " "thats Dracula, just a myth" my work collegue said " noo i said he was a real person, and his life story made into a myth, he didn't drink blood," "no but he used to sit and eat his dinner in amongst the dead impaled bodies and laugh," he said. "well he was a warrior and was camped nearby" said i smiling.

"well you'd better research him, and see if you remember him, because it looks like thats when an aspect of your higher self turned dark." my collegue looked at me in horror, o.o i suddenly had visions, of both my work collegue and the sabotague aspect of his higher self looking at me in horror, " ugh no i really dont want to go there, im certainly, not happy at that line of thought." i laughed at my friend and hugged him, saying goodbye as i had to go, but as i left, i suddenly, was engulfed in peels and fits of the giggles, realising what Isis, had, done. taking his astral self , while he had slept, back in time, and tricking him into becoming part of Vlads existance.

Hense getting a satisfactional and sweet revenge." I win, mwahaha see you around Ares,

 ~Isis-Aphrodite

Moral of this story, don't mess with a goddess, lol, smiles, sweetly  ~ Seaopal 2012