Monday 27 October 2014

Dancing with the pale Knight










The shadows, gathered around me, in the dusk of the night,  as I drifted  into sleep, my attention, was caught by a soft glowing form, floating  around me, in  the  pale moonlight.
  Forming, into a figure, with a billowing ragged cape, tattered and torn,  like immense, and powerful  wings. His  hood, softly falling over his face, a pale, glowing skull, dark, hollow eyes sockets, watching with an empty stare. 
 I felt his embrace, wrapping me in his arms, in  loving display,  soothing my fears.   He held me gently, as I  felt him lifting me,  we glided, into the clouds, and there  I was,  dancing with the pale Knight.    It  seemed like an eternity, we danced, in our loving ways.  Swaying, with  hypnotic  rythmn,  as time was delayed.
  He gathered me in his arms, again, as we drifted back down, to were my body laid.    As I turned,  over in my sleep, still wrapped, in his embrace.  The  shadows,  gathered around me, as he floated away. And I slept, til the light of day.  ~Seaopal

Sunday 18 May 2014

Messages from spirit, "completion of the first phase, time for transformation,"



 
16 May 2014 at 22:01
I  encountered a strange, message and drama,  as i was on my daily walk, over the fields.   I was stopped, short in my strolll, by a magpie, landing on the telephone wires,  above my head, so i greeted the magpie, "hello", i said, and he bowed, and chirped, 3 times, i repeated "hello", he again bowed and chirped, 3 times, i said "hello" once, more and he bowed and chirped, 3 times, then flew of ahead of me. so i carried on walking, thinking about the occurance. 

  As i was looking ahead, i saw a commotion in the trees before, me.  two magpies, and a raven, fighting, in the top, of a mountian ash tree,   as there were some broken eggs, under the tree, a few days ago, i assumned, the two magies, were trying to pinch, the eggs, from the nest, of the raven,   and "tutted" at the squabbling birds, then was showered with magpie feathers.     I picked, all the feathers, up, noted there were  18  white and black feather,s and wrapped, them in a dock leaf, for safe keeping, and attached, the leaf, to my elder, walking staff,  the birds flew off, so i carried on with my walk whilst watching the butterlfys, damselflys and dragonflys,  flitting, about me.  and enjoying the warm sunshine and  cloudless  blue sky.    Deep in thought as to what this bird drama,  may have meant.   as a message for me.    

A little futher on, i saw a beautiful buzzard, gliding in circles, on the thermals, over the fields, looking for dinner,    and was surprised, to see  a raven, swoop, down, and dive bomb the buzzard, attacking it. the buzzard, beign the bigger bird.   i watched, amazed as three times, the raven attacked, the poor buzzard, and the buzzard, avoided the attacks, and moved out of the way, still gliding effertlessly, and ignoring the irritating, raven, whilst the raven, flapped, angrily, and eventually  retreated flying away, from the buzzard,  "Ahhh"   i thought, it was the raven that was attacking the two magpies, who must have been protecting, their nest, from the raven.    hense why i got showered with magpie feather,s .    


notes,   magpie bowed 3 times 3,   3+3+3= 9
            magpie feather s 18,          1+8   = 9 
            raven
            buzzard,
            caterpillers, 5,
            butterlfies,
            damseloflys,
            dragonflys,

 9 Fruit of the spirit; Divine completeness from the Father

Raven:
Raven is about the magical act of creation, internal magic and transformation along with miracle of a rebirth. Raven tells us to be aware of omens that become a harbinger of the mystical and exotic. He can show how to stir life without fear and teach to balance life's playful aspects. Raven also brings in the light of awareness and knowledge with opportunities of great changes that are in store for you. Raven will teach how to usher in these new energies. He shows how to dive into the depths of the inner being to illuminate the true self. Are you ready to uncover past conflicts and long forgotten emotional issues? Raven will teach how to transform your spirit. From the deepest part of you healing begins. What has been in darkness will now emerge into the light.
 raven darkness,

Magpie:
Magpie teaches proper use of knowledge that is about to be revealed. He will present opportunities to illuminate what is hidden and the intelligence to discern and incorporate what you already know. Perceptions and old ways of thinking will be tested as you become more self-aware. Magpie will help with the transition of understanding so you can break free from those illusions. He instructs when to move at a steady pace and when to rest between endeavors. He indicates a time of heightened creativity and inspiration that expands outward to aid others. Is it time to do that writing you have been neglecting? Magpie will help you find your voice. Trust your senses! He teaches balance and timing of speaking of one's mind along with balancing lessons of light and dark. He will aid in recognizing and understanding such polarities. Magpie teaches maneuverability, taking opportunities and chances, the ability to forage for truths. Magpie medicine indicates seizing opportunities when they arise so trust your intuition, grasp the meaning and the moment. Be conscious of synchronicities and inquisitive of nature's magical mysteries for new knowledge is available. He demonstrates the properties of high intelligence, complex social/family/home connections, relationships, communication and the ability to multitask in short bursts. Magpie's lesson occurs in three stages; preparation and building time about 45 days, the next stage last four weeks and the final stage over 2 months. Incorporating new knowledge takes time. The color of Magpie will aid more in understanding its lesson, whether it is black/white or blue/green.

  2 magpies, 2 for joy
  magpies black and white balance, of light and dark,

Buzzard-Vulture:
Buzzard or Vulture teaches the power of purification of the mind, body and spirit. Vulture aids accomplishing tasks through great patience and vision, using your sense of smell and discernment, and how to glide and soar with your own energy. He teaches efficiency in actions and promises that changes are imminent. He shows how to restore harmony of thoughts and feelings so one can reach new heights with little effort. Buzzards will aid in uncovering truths, clarifying previous conceptions, and allow to see and hear subtle hidden qualities using intuition and awareness. Buzzard can teach confidence and the ability to stand with dignity and soar with clarity and purpose. He shows how to seek a new and heightened vision while increasing sensitivity. It is time to soar above your perceived limitations. Are you currently undergoing an internal death and rebirth cycle? Are you ready to assert your actions from your ideas? Buzzard will aid in transforming knowledge to bring the unconscious to conscious and teach how to soar above it and bring the transformation you are needing at this time. Are you ready for these lessons of awakening?
 a god of a bird,

Caterpillar:
The infant stage prior to transformation, teaches patience that all things will come to fruition in nature's time and not before, perfect timing and time of growth and harvesting, preparation period. Notice how you are moving like the caterpillar; inching along, resting, rapidly moving, pausing now and then. Caterpillar qualities will show one should move for the moment. His lessons of movement and preparedness is for the greater good of the transformation that will be arriving. Are you ready? 

Butterfly:
Major transformations and transmutations taking place, outcome is different than expected. Symbol of joy, color, gentleness, lightness, and change in life. Awakens us to dance on the winds of life, teaches that growth doesn't have to be painful, allows us to discover the important issues in life for conscious transformation. Can you discern what is important right now? Don't sweat the small stuff, be joyful and thankful for your blessings.

Dragonfly-Damselfly:
Dragonfly embodies the pure essence and beautiful balance of changes in emotional/mental aspects and the effects on the body, mind and spirit. Her message speaks of transformation; shedding old illusions, releasing old perceptions and changing habits. Change IS inevitable. Dragonfly teaches the mastery of moving with speed, agility and precision with grace. She prepares you for a heightened period of intuition, visions, dreams and overall visual and spiritual acuity. She speaks true transformation with many changes that are very swift with emphasis on the emotional and un/subconscious. She teaches changes can be positive or negative, it depends on your level of acceptance of that change - just accept and allow the rebirth to happen. She reminds you of the spiritual support by the many that are assisting your development. It is time to keep your balance in the storm. Dragonfly will guide you through the transformation. Upon completion you will be filled with light, color and a new found joy with a sense of enlightenment and freedom. You will gain wisdom in the process. Dragonfly medicine will aid in the beautiful balance of the changing time. Ready or not, change IS coming. Also if you seeking out pieces of your life that need changing Dragonfly will also aid in this search. The time period for Dragonfly's immediate lesson spans about 2 months, this is the time period for your whirlwind transformation. It may take up to 4 years to adjust and discover the ramifications of the event(s). Dragonfly teaches with acceptance and internal fortitude the time period after the initial event can be shorter or longer. Change is indeed a process. Dragonfly energy is a gift - listen carefully.



raven attacking a buzzard,
raven attacking a buzzard,


broad bodied female full grown dragonfly,



Date for me to watch out for, maybe you to, 9th of the 9th,   back in march, i had a dream,   i dreamt, that my deceased, mother in law, had hold of my arm, and was pulling me, keeping me from leaving, the room, i tired to escape, to leave, through the door,   but she was holding on tightly to me,  then, she let go, and, my husband, walked out the door.  when i woke, my wirst, and hand hurt, like it was being held tightly, still hurts, now, ever since, march,  my taort cards, also, show me four of swords, holding on to tightly,   in my dream i kept seieng 9, 9,    i asked myself what 9 9 meant,   and i whispered, out loud, not in my own voice, 9th of the 9th,  which happens, to be my husbands, birthday.   and coresponds with the message i resceived from nature, today.


It is a request to begin the Apocalypse. Refuse the feather if you see any hope in your future. If you accept the feather, your entire community will be obliterated. This is the right of indigenous war. The fathers that meet with great powers have offered that power only to the daughters. The daughters have such hope and joy of life and can be the only ones trusted to decide if the children can survive the next generation of this world. Don't touch or move the feather, or you will certainly see all death. Only another daughter can place the feather there before you. She is from the other side of the four winds. You can't see her, but apparently she can see you. The elder has observed whether or not this is a con job or set up. What witches magic can manifest this? The end decision is a final one. They will decide if you are the star or if you are not the star. If you are refused your power, do not go to war with the fathers or you will certainly die.      native american folk rite,     
oops,

Tuesday 22 April 2014

Journey to the center of me, - a visualisation meditation 20/04/2014

 In my troubled, darkness, drowning in despair, like I was sinking, into the unfathomable places.  A friend suggested that I go through a stargate portal to the earth’s inner core for light to purge, me.
So I imagined, a stargate portal, and went through.
I was instantly traveling through wormhole tunnels, to the earth’s core, brown earthly tunnels glowing a warm rich reddish glow, I found that I was like a ball of fire, traveling through the earth, burning and consuming all that gets in my way.  But as I whooshed further down into the depths of the earth, I felt claustrophobic, walls closing in on me, burying me, in darkness, lights going out.
“It’s  getting darker, my fire  going out,  can’t see now, just darkness, me, in the dark tunnels, like being buried underground, hoping, i will see light soon then, as I’m still traveling, downwards, seeing a reddish glow, in the darkness.”  I told my friend, as I was falling.
“I can see the Dragons eye,  watching me,  I’m in  a cavern, dark , with turquoise, deep blue water,  I see a light, glowing, in a corner of the cavern, walking towards it, glowing, mounds of gold, and treasure, oh, I’m  in the dragons den, I see his eye, watching, I’m getting closer, going into his eye, into the dragon,”
Waves like water rippling from me, through him, seemed to be a battle going on, energy and colours, swirling, in no form or shape, mingling, and merging.
“I’m firing up again, my lights being rekindled, its cloudy, like a mist, all around me, glowing, Smokey.”
 I carried on down, down through the earthly tunnels, again into the very core of me, I see the central sun, burning, brightly, a beautiful yellow/green sun, letting the light, consume, me, my energy swirling and swimming, bathing, in the light and warmth, around the central sun,   sparking me up again, and bringing me out of my depths, of darkness, and despair.     Smiles.

Saturday 12 April 2014

Waking from the Dead, Quantum jumping, 12/04/2014

I felt so drained,  tired, de-feted, and depressed, I  felt like giving up, so  fell  into an exhausted sleep.  was an odd, sleep, I did'nt feel like I was asleep. i felt myself sinking, into darkness, wanting to go and stay in the depths, and shadows, as i drifted into nothingness  I became aware of some gates, with two Egyptian, type of cherubim, sitting over them, the angels wings, were facing each other, like guarding the gates, alot like the angels on top of the ark of the covenant.  
   I then  seemed to be flying away from the gates, not sure if I passed through them or got turned away,  falling, flying  through a red haze of lightening and fire, it was like being inside, my own skull, but my skull being a ruby crystal skull,  as I fell into myself again, I started to choke, cough and splutter, catching my breath, as i gradually came to,  I  felt like I was wakeing up from the dead.
Upon waking up I was suddenly filled with alot of energy,  I felt like a different person, felt more confident, and bubbly, and even looked slimmer, smiles.  

Tuesday 14 January 2014

El-Dor



El-Dor    young phoenix /dragon hybrid,    fire dragon,  red/ gold/ bronze, body, underbelly  yellow/gold,    scales with feather,s   air-o-dynamic, streamlined,   he wanted, to be called,  El –Draco, but I think with his beautiful plumage looking like Spanish  treasure of the legends,  El-Dorado  suits him better, shortened, to El-Dor .
He has the aspect of Horus, in him, I recognise, the expression in his eyes, beautiful gem, like, firey and golden, with glints,  he also, has a beak, dragons  head,  falconish face,  voice energy, feels/sounds  like  Horus,    has horny lumps, around, his eyes, horn like ears, but streamlined slanting back, from his forehead, narrow  long body,  claws like a birds on  feet ,  forefeet, are shorter, than hind.
We spent, the night, in dream time, practicing, his flying techniques, in astral, fast and furious.
The  good thing about training a young fire dragon in the winter, is he keeps me nice and toasty, warm.     smiles. 

Tuesday 7 January 2014

The Sound of the Horn

The Sound of the horn    07/01/2014

Laying quietly, in my darkened, room,
 Walls swaying, and creaking, floors
 Listening to the whistling wind,
the trees blowing, and whispering  leaves,
Rains lashing, in the arctic, breeze,
Suddenly, a stillness,  breaks,
Silently, the silence, quakes,
And out of the silent ground, I hear,
 A horn, blowing, a mournful fear,
 A dreadful sound, blowing,
Echoes, all around, 
Filling my head, knowing, the call abounds,
Bleakly, the long, note, calls,
 Announcing, judgement in the lonesome,  halls.  ~ Seaopal